Thursday, December 30, 2010

This comes to end 4 2010..........................................


To everyone..........................
thank you for take a look at by my blog....................................
as 2010 it was quite emotional year for me...............................
the most challenges i face in my entire life in 16 years old.......................
it is horrifiying but what to do life has still go on.......................
but i love myself now....................
in 2010 i learnt so many things about myself.....................
in these 1 years i was finding who am the hell I?
in my blog how many times that i used i...................
Then i realised my self if I take care more about me.................................
what could be like if i take care about the other people in my life as they might be important for me or not important..........................
in 2010, it was quite the year that I quarell to the most people...................
coz I was the only one that controlling myself....................as i was in hostel.............
Then I realised that thinking about urself might be fun but sometimes can lead to sumwhere else
2010 is the year that i most cried in my life............either it was homesick, sickness due to surroundings and acing challanges......................but AT THIS MOMENT I WOULD LIKE TO THANK TO MISS SHIDA AS SHE TAUGHT ME THAT WHEN FACING CHALLENGES TRY TO FACE IT INSTEAD QUIT IT....................................THANK YOU MISS SHIDA.....................

then in 2010 the first birthday that i celebrated without my parents it was quite sad that time i was at hostel it was quite fun as my friends pranked me........................it was a memorable moment......................................

in 2010 i really exposed myself as my parents said that i am matured in thinking wise but forget it mom and dad i will be always childish.

in sabda i love my classmates very much.............................everyone actually coz they are so friendly and so prank as well as straight foward....................................
tq 4 al farghani
azmeer, afif , nazrin, brian,cheong, atol maira, alya, izzah, akmal, specky as faiz , nur faiez, taha, izzuan , haris, izi, jalil,fatin, dayah, maziah, ika, taha, nat, esha,deeba, pika, mira, syuk,maya,bella, dzul, fizu, amalina dan kwn plg best ez ati............thx 4 de advice yg zati bg..mmg berguna dlm hidup sy...................................and jika sesiapa sy lupe sorry wei....................
terima kasih kerana korang jaga sy dengan baik...........serta berkongsi kenangan pahit dan manis......................u all guys and girlz totally rockz.........jika sy tersalah sorry wei................
1n 2010 too i was too late to be think what would be I be in future?
at also makes me to wear simple also can be stylish as sabda gives me a chance to wear cultural dress either malay or indian
it makes me want to laugh....................................

most important as in 2010..........................
i was get so many relation as i was at boarding school

i got many brothers as we really take care............sisters..................ah i missed them so much now.................................. my brother abg syafiq and his wife kak mimi, kak lili azuwani, kak bis, abg faris, adik fatin..................thx u so much taking care of me

luv u SABDA~ as given me a chance for my life................................to realise who am I really are...........

SYS`thx for accepting me back


AS 2011 i donno what is the resolution am I goin to take...................hope god will bless me and guranted the wishes that i asked in 2011 and forever................................... as wait for my next blog will explain my whole life from 17 years to beyond

as the end of
Me in 2010...................

my message.........................find urself that is hidden in yourself who really you are , be simple and just be urself......................


THe End of


ME IN 2010

Saturday, December 11, 2010

i am getting out from boarding school..................


this thing might be god's decision..................................

I am out from boarding school as I have medical problem..............................

It was very sad moment.....................

2nd October 2010

As that is raya day at SABDA...........I was having tooo much fun and moody at the same time......................



The night is the best night eva...........
wearing baju melayu....it is a very great experience as I really like it very much...............
i ate too much until i can realised that i can gain weight.......hahahaha...................

At that night after the function ..........the rain cames and i played as I shouted like hell........I was too happy at the moment...........................

3rd October 2010

my dad came to pick up all my things as I wanted to stay there another 1 day..........
my last night prep.......
i really enjoyed myself very much.....................
talk talk ..........most of time borak borak kosong..............hehehe

then at the hostel........................................here goes nothing............
I was too busy asking my seniors autograph................................then my class mates all of them surrounded me...................i was suspected sumthing goin to be happend...................
i just push the senior in front of me and run................................3,4,3,2,1 floor.....then i hid myself in 1 st floor
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then jay came and dragg me......as torress came angkat sy as he pulled me
first bucket of water is full with soap water.....................
as the second bucket is full wit water with nasty thing such as mihun basi 3 days
then ..........i was shouted....infact i ws wearing new t shirt that my dad broughted my new................

i chased back toress hugged him as i am in nasty...then i was...........take my shower.................then i didnt slept i think so................................

4th october my last day...............................
ill explain this in my next blog ok.........stay tuned..................